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Nuclear Free Future Run - 2004
Runner Revelations
Larry Crane



   Post run let down! Leaving the comfort and solidarity and Love of the group, mission accomplished but still mildly depressed til the next action! No-one here is very interested, or seems to care about our sacrifice, so what! Approval is not why we do it, right! Now I truly know how those combat vets felt when they came home, this is not my real world any longer, my real world is the road, the action, the footprayers!!!! Just thinking about it makes both my heart and my eyes overflow! The poigniant beauty of you, my allies, making your way down the road, each in his own way overwhelms me! It is enough that you my allies know what we have shared and done together, as well as the Earth Mother and the Heavenly Father! Know that She feels our footprayers and takes heart. It is a simple, mostly un-noticed week that we have spent, but as you say all Footprayers are counted! Let the Light so shine through us that it glorifies Him who sends us!!!!!!! And heals Her who recieves us!!!!

   I jump back into the whirlwind that is my vocation, nothing much that was on my plate when i left seems to be gone. Like the queen of hearts, I have to run twice as fast just to stay in the same place. I could probably justify it in my own heart if the reward was comensurate with the output, but its not, so I bow my neck and plod on in the unreality, toward the time when my children are raised and I can devote most all my time to avocation, which has become my true reality. I don't know if I can agree to consign you to the unreality, when I know where your heart resides - in the obsession that we share to help the world at the highest aggregate level! Perhaps that is not such a good idea to grab for that brass ring one last time, the Lord has always provided up to now. I'm sure if we have Faith and move forward following His guidance we will be taken care of. Sometimes I don't THINK that it is working, but in my brief moments of strength I KNOW it is as TRUE as TRUE can be!



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